I awakened from a restful night ready to take on the world and continue training and learning. My life is coming together like it was meant to be. I accept everything that happens, but I pray it is as good as it should be. I am learning to tame my anxiety in ways that are beneficial for me. I am making accomplishments in my future, thus knowing that everything is all right.
Foundations we build are from experiences and become solid after a while. These walls are boundaries from the people trying to get to me for the wrong reasons, but I made them for loved ones to easily walk through, once they know the code of what God has in store for us. It seems a phantasm to think any of this is real, except that I built my life for me and you, and all of you know who you are for me. I love every one of you unconditionally, even a couple of you I have not met and cannot separate any of this love, as anything less for each of you.
I am most committed to myself for becoming a better person each day but trying to make you understand that my purpose is not for one person in this life, as written in a romantic fiction novel. I am here to serve, help, and walk home with hopefully tens if not hundreds of people as possible. The home I am talking about is not of this earth, but the one of heaven or when we reach enlightenment. There are a select few that can make it there before leaving this world, and for others, it may take a little time after death to achieve.
The one that will judge me at death is myself, and it will resolve any wrongdoing in this life that I did not forgive myself for but know it is necessary before moving on to eternity. I may get a chance to come back, or at least spiritually help or guide going through similar circumstances, which may be the best blessing of all, but I do not know for sure.
I do know that love always wins, no matter the harshness, suffering, or pain we go through in this life.