All relationships with women are platonic, right now. It has been quite a while since I have had intimacy. Intimacy is not necessarily touch, but it is creating a dialog of conversation, laughter, and serious moments. It is listening to music together and feeling the moment. This will not happen on the first few dates, or even much later. She and I learn to trust and be vulnerable to each other.
The touch that intimacy starts with are kisses, petting, and everything else after. We must be completely comfortable. Sometimes, relationships take time for people of all genders, and I know for me right now they must be platonic, and it may take longer than usual. I may have to talk her down, even if she wants to speed things up. I must be slow, steady, and firm like a rock, which may be overstating it a little. You know what I mean, though. Here is a post about sacred relationships.
I somehow feel and know, when it is in God’s time, I will act. It may be God speaking through the woman in a sacred kinship with me that may initiate everything. I honestly do not know right now. For the time being, I must remain alone and independent and settling myself more. I do this by getting into deep states of quietness and meditation along with not overthinking much, which is a new skill I learned recently.
Relationships With Women Are Platonic Until God’s Time
Growing up as youth, I was Catholic. I learned consummation did not happen until marriage. In Catholicism, marriage is the sacrament of matrimony, and the bride wears a veil. Thus, after the vows and blessing, the groom lifts the veil and sees the bride for the first time as his wife. That is where we get the phrase, “lifting the veil.” It is a gnosis or knowing that it is like spiritual awakening. Hence, it is knowing the truth without scientific and materialistic evidence. It is moral and spiritual evidence without any of the faculties of the psychological, emotional, and physical within all of us. There seems to be a coalition between psyche and spirit, not fully understood. For me now, all relationships with women are platonic.
Therefore, with me, I know there are people that do not like me. They project me as a problem in some way for them, but I am not, except in their eyes. They are on a much lower frequency than me, but still I have opened to too many of them. I allowed them into my life and hurt badly. Now, I love all those people of my past dearly, for what I learned from them and consider them sacred kinship. I finally broke the pattern, and those things will not happen again. I became wiser and a little smarter about people.
Keep All Relationships Sacred and Love Those That Hurt You
So, all my new relationships with women are platonic and sacred. Life is sacred and a miracle. If I had known this in my youth, I would be or have been married right now and have a huge family. I missed that calling early on in life, but now I understand.
There are certain people in my life, who are sacred kinship. Here is another similar post at https://paulwylie.net/first-impressions-may-pan-out/