The chrism dripped down my spine slowly into the temple, the sacral region. The sacrum, the strongest bone in the body at the lower back is the wall of the temple or where God creates a human in the womb of a woman. Men also hold the universal and creative lifeforce down in this second chakra or sacral/sacred area, right above the root. From the coccyx or tailbone down grounded into the earth. This is where the serpent or kundalini lives for everyone, which for most people does not awaken in this physical realm. Another post about Kundalini Awakening.
Christianity, or most of it has deemed this serpent or kundalini as the devil. The sacred serpent sits at the base of the tree of knowledge. This tree is the spine and all the branches of our nervous system. It extends up toward our brain up through our crown into the heavens. This is where this knowledge downloads. The sacred temple is internal. This knowledge, knowing, or gnosis only happens when you are open to it and look beyond your comfort zone past your life conditioning since infancy.
The Chrism or Cerebrospinal Fluid Dripped Down Naturally to Awaken the Root Coiled Serpent
A true spiritual awakening does not happen at church or a revival. It does not truly happen when the preacher lays his hands directly on you in front of a crowd while your whole body demonizes into a morphed stated. This is a conditioned act programmed by the different churches playing out like it is the grace of God or Jesus saving you. It is complete hogwash.
My spiritual ecstasy or awakening occurred in the middle of the night when I was trying to sleep. The chrism dripped down my spine. It occurred for me from all the years of psychological suffering and an extreme self-healing event. I recovered from having two crushed vertebra replaced in my neck in early February 2025. Thus, it was all internal and felt to me like a cosmic orgasm. It felt better than any physical pleasure I have ever had before and happens within the body in the sacred temple. I continue to have them, as I need to ejaculate less, only to remain capable of human sexuality. Here is a post explaining it a little better The Esotericism of the Spine and the Cerebrospinal Fluid.
This World Hides the Truth, as It Conditions You
Men who quit having sex give up on themselves, physically and usually end up dying within ten years, as I have learned. I grew up Catholic, and any sex outside of marriage is a mortal sin, and that includes masturbation. I had so much guilt and shame surrounding it that it affected my ego all my life. When lust becomes unnatural and aided by pornography, the sacred temple becomes damaged.
Today, that ego is dying along with any shame or guilt attributed to my childhood and religious conditioning.No one I grew up with or went to school with, during my youth, and many people today will not believe this.
If this message touches you in some way, please reach out to me. Thank you.