by Paul | Mar 12, 2026
My dark night of the soul has initiated. God gave me a purpose, and the ego is starting to dissolve a little already. Ever since my cosmic internal orgasmic kundalini awakening late last year, the real or shadow work on myself is beginning. There are people who...
by Paul | Mar 11, 2026
Healing must discard familiarity. This means that family and some of your closest friends will not accept your spiritual gift of healing. They see you only as human and not divine. Though they may know you are a good person but with limited abilities physically,...
by Paul | Mar 11, 2026
Outlier and rebellious veteran, who thinks he is a hero. I am not any of those I claim to be, except in the stories I write. The narrative of my life that never was. The role I played as an actor all these past sixty-something years. I no longer need validation from...
by Paul | Mar 9, 2026
Be a person who takes the blame. The one that can sit silently in a room full of people arguing and not taking anyone’s side on anything. Even if someone asks me what I believe or how I feel, it will be something light-hearted to ease the situation. Everyone wants to...
by Paul | Mar 8, 2026
Kundalini awakening frowned upon by Catholicism, the religion of my infantile baptism and practiced for many years until a few years after my mother’s passing in 2013. I graduated college and got married for the first time, the year after, in 2014. The marriage lasted...
by Paul | Mar 8, 2026
First impressions sometimes pan out, and I thought she was the one. For a while, it seemed magical, and then eventually reality set in. I became less of a priority in her life because I tried iniating, but her reaction became less than romantic. Even today, she and I...
by Paul | Mar 7, 2026
When I am finally seeing truth, everything made sense. It started as another dark night of the soul, which I thought, was occurring. The tears were different this time, and I felt blissful, as if accepting a truth, I knew all along. It was if my pineal gland or third...
by Paul | Mar 7, 2026
We are the personal choices we make and uniquely different but collectively the same in consciousness. God is the collective awareness of all the universe, which we cannot even begin to understand. Though our world divides in multiple ways regarding religious faith...
by Paul | Mar 7, 2026
Image source: https://sedonasouladventures.com/articles/boost-your-self-esteem-to-unlock-relationship-readiness/ I awakened excitedly for what could be but knowing it was up to me. How do I approach her without my controlling emotions? The laughter and crying almost...
by Paul | Mar 6, 2026
An open mind soars beyond the heavens past parallel universes. The universal matrix is a small part of the infinite matrices that go on forever. Humans as a species are still in the prenatal stage as compared to these complex infinite patterns. I dare to create or...
