by Paul | Mar 17, 2026
Love beyond words, and that means to love in your actions. I want to give my love through writing, hugging someone I care about, kind words and gentle talk, but I know I still cannot do it consistently enough. My aim is to have a Christlike heart with the love of God,...
by Paul | Mar 16, 2026
Women attract me, but God or my higher self, depending on your beliefs, gave me a gift. It is against the Catholic or Christian doctrine baptized and grew up in. It is the same gift that St. Teresa of Avila received before she passed and honored as a Saint or doctor...
by Paul | Mar 15, 2026
I am nothing to many people, and for me that is wonderful. There are few in my small circle but not one of them, intimately. I have received an offer to have a beautiful life with a woman recently. She said I will not have to worry about anything again, as she has...
by Paul | Mar 14, 2026
Navigating relationships is a learning process, and in this post, I will explore several kinds. I am not an authority on relationships, but I have learned through, mostly trial and error, the correct and incorrect way of developing relationships from the perspective...
by Paul | Mar 13, 2026
All relationships with women are platonic, right now. It has been quite a while since I have had intimacy. Intimacy is not necessarily touch, but it is creating a dialog of conversation, laughter, and serious moments. It is listening to music together and feeling the...
by Paul | Mar 12, 2026
My dark night of the soul has initiated. God gave me a purpose, and the ego is starting to dissolve a little already. Ever since my cosmic internal orgasmic kundalini awakening late last year, the real or shadow work on myself is beginning. There are people who...
by Paul | Mar 11, 2026
Healing must discard familiarity. This means that family and some of your closest friends will not accept your spiritual gift of healing. They see you only as human and not divine. Though they may know you are a good person but with limited abilities physically,...
by Paul | Mar 11, 2026
Outlier and rebellious veteran, who thinks he is a hero. I am not any of those I claim to be, except in the stories I write. The narrative of my life that never was. The role I played as an actor all these past sixty-something years. I no longer need validation from...
by Paul | Mar 9, 2026
Be a person who takes the blame. The one that can sit silently in a room full of people arguing and not taking anyone’s side on anything. Even if someone asks me what I believe or how I feel, it will be something light-hearted to ease the situation. Everyone wants to...
by Paul | Mar 8, 2026
Kundalini awakening frowned upon by Catholicism, the religion of my infantile baptism and practiced for many years until a few years after my mother’s passing in 2013. I graduated college and got married for the first time, the year after, in 2014. The marriage lasted...
