First Impressions May Pan Out

First Impressions May Pan Out

First impressions sometimes pan out, and I thought she was the one. For a while, it seemed magical, and then eventually reality set in. I became less of a priority in her life because I tried iniating, but her reaction became less than romantic. Even today, she and I...
Finally Seeing Truth

Finally Seeing Truth

When I am finally seeing truth, everything made sense. It started as another dark night of the soul, which I thought, was occurring. The tears were different this time, and I felt blissful, as if accepting a truth, I knew all along. It was if my pineal gland or third...
The Personal Choices We Make

The Personal Choices We Make

We are the personal choices we make and uniquely different but collectively the same in consciousness. God is the collective awareness of all the universe, which we cannot even begin to understand. Though our world divides in multiple ways regarding religious faith...
Relationship Readiness Starts With Me

Relationship Readiness Starts With Me

Image source: https://sedonasouladventures.com/articles/boost-your-self-esteem-to-unlock-relationship-readiness/ I awakened excitedly for what could be but knowing it was up to me. How do I approach her without my controlling emotions? The laughter and crying almost...
Opening Mind to Heavenly Realms

Opening Mind to Heavenly Realms

An open mind soars beyond the heavens past parallel universes. The universal matrix is a small part of the infinite matrices that go on forever. Humans as a species are still in the prenatal stage as compared to these complex infinite patterns. I dare to create or...
I Initially Visualized a Canyon Wall

I Initially Visualized a Canyon Wall

The canyon wall, as I visualized a great river tormenting and carving out the side of the mountain and magma pulsing hotly, through openings near top of the volcano, from the depths of the mantle below. It took a while for the rock to form and settle, with thousands...
Resurrecting Familiarity and Finding Home

Resurrecting Familiarity and Finding Home

The rebirth of familiarity and peace is amazing. An awakened soul cannot force arousal into someone still asleep. Everything happens naturally from now on. The mind starts to settle and unify into our true nature. Love becomes pure and kind and never again one of...
Each Day Is Unique in Awakening

Each Day Is Unique in Awakening

I awakened within a dream called my life, made for me and for those to whom I invite. The colors pop brilliantly on random images giving me the perspective of an artist, and the words flow as is meant to be as that of an author. My mind blossoms with ideas of both...
It Is Okay to Be Uncomfortable in Healthy Relationships

It Is Okay to Be Uncomfortable in Healthy Relationships

Healthy relationships are sometimes uncomfortable. Today, I, in a spiritual sense, have learned to accept everyone for who they are. It is not entirely that person’s fault they are that way. If their family, teachers, peers from their youth were that way, then of...
A Life Lived of Sin and Smugness

A Life Lived of Sin and Smugness

Being a disciple takes discipline, which is a form of word disciple. Jesus said, “deny yourself and follow me.” It is so easy for us to fall into the traps of this world and follow some group or collective ego mentality. The American dream is to have a job, home, and...