Kundalini awakening frowned upon by Catholicism, the religion of my infantile baptism and practiced for many years until a few years after my mother’s passing in 2013. I graduated college and got married for the first time, the year after, in 2014. The marriage lasted only a little over two years, and life had already become a struggle for me. After the military in 1983, I went through years of recovery and psychological suffering and affliction.
Then, toward the later part of last year, after self-healing from a spinal disk replacement earlier in the year, I experienced a kundalini awakening. I paid about twenty dollars on app advertised on Facebook called Spirio, which mentioned kundalini awakening. The program laid out with teaching, and the adjoining video practices were nice. I remember one night partially asleep in bed, and my lower back arched high like I was having a spasm. Then I could feel the warmness of a fluid surging through my body and up my spine, like a lifeforce starting in my root and sacral region rising in bliss like a cosmic orgasm that felt better than any external ejaculatory orgasm I have ever had. It was amazing, and I know I can control it, like I am a snake charmer.
Kundalini Awakening is a Divine Feminine Process Called Shakti
That is what the term “kundalini” means, serpent. Then I started to think of my Christian roots, the garden of Eden, and the snake that tempted Adam and Eve to learn truth from the tree of knowledge by offering an apple from it. It was allegorical, but I now understand why many Christians and clergy believe kundalini awakening is a demonic possession. The snake poses as the devil in the event.
Then it hit me, people have been teaching and telling me lies all my life. Many people on earth are still living this lie, but I am not having any part of it. Then the transparency hit hard. How stupid I was thinking it was right to conform to all the bull. Though, I must still hold onto my status as a veteran, who needs medical attention from the veteran administration. I admit I want to keep this, so I will comply. This article explains a kundalini awakening better https://www.yogajournal.com/yoga-101/types-of-yoga/kundalini/kundalini-awakening/
After the awakening, life became a little more difficult. I had to try my best to remain the same for my family and friends when they are still helping me. I have too much knowledge of life, after the dropping of that veil that opens my third or mind’s eye tremendously.
In conclusion, I hope the complexity of kundalini awakening does not make my life more difficult. I hope that does not happen. Here is another post about how each day is unique in awakening https://paulwylie.net/each-day-is-unique-in-awakening/