An open mind soars beyond the heavens past parallel universes. The universal matrix is a small part of the infinite matrices that go on forever. Humans as a species are still in the prenatal stage as compared to these complex infinite patterns.
I dare to create or innovate knowing this conditioned system will shut me down. I am just a number, since I am a US Army veteran, waiting for its calling into my journey past the portal of physical death. All of us aim to go beyond perception multiple times further than the Air Force’s blue wild yonder.
Though, I dream big, I am a man, who needs a simple love while I spend the rest of my years living to fullest. Someone to see me through as age overtakes me, hopefully, in a relaxed and calm way. A woman, if God wills it, to give me her lifeforce while we navigate the rest of our life together in this physical realm. She does not have to be any more than a companion, or someone to talk with occasionally.
Dare I make that decision alone without some support. She and I will or may not come together until we feel it and both get a nudge from God or the uniting of our inner divinity within each other. One of us cannot be ready and the other one not quite. It is not a certain time or place, but it is an unknown gnosis we both have. If she or me do not achieve that point, then it will not happen in this life. That I know to be true. If it is meant to be, then of course, it will and without any outside influence.
I will not jump into friends with benefits relationship, which is only for the sex. Any sex I have in this life with a woman will be sacred and consummation itself will take a long time, if it is supposed to happen at all. Age has nothing to do with it, but a uniting of two bodies into one soul, which is only just a mirror reflection with continuous communication about everything. We must learn to love every living creature unconditionally and let life happen naturally for both of us.
I admit it is difficult for innocent or childlike qualities to exemplify in us, but we must try. The truth is we all must display a Christlike persona and serve life and this world positively in some way.