What Is My Purpose? For Me, It Is to Awaken to My Truth

What Is My Purpose? For Me, It Is to Awaken to My Truth

What is my purpose? This question is one of the most difficult to answer. Some people say they already know what their purpose is, but do they really? The answer can come from many perspectives, depending on how old they or you are. An older man, like me, may have a...
Suffering Before Joy and Life Before Death

Suffering Before Joy and Life Before Death

Suffering before joy. Life before death, except for ego death, which can happen while still living this physical life. When I first moved to Fort Smith in July 2023, it started out a little chaotic with people that came into my life that I would rather have not had. I...
Our Life Journey, as God Meant It to Be

Our Life Journey, as God Meant It to Be

Our life journey, as God meant it to be. God is universal consciousness and a presence that is undeniably blissful. As I awakened, I felt it beautifully. The surge initiated in the claustrum, like Santa Claus bringing gifts down the chimney. It went to the land of...
Why Men Die by Suicide: An Ongoing Tragedy

Why Men Die by Suicide: An Ongoing Tragedy

As a veteran, I understand why men die by suicide. Women cannot even fathom the deep inner pain they give men, by one simple mistake. I am not going to say whether any of these occurrences I am about to write happened to me. You understand why. Here is additional...

An Unforgettable Ride Home

Sam was on trial for murder and the sentence was death by firing squad. It was an event not taken lightly and did not draw the crowds like hanging, but still it was a necessary form of justice back in the day. This is a day he knew could happen but did not, in the...

Will I Find My Affection?

Love somehow evades me, I will do best to make it true. Oh Lord, how I pray to thee, Only to allow those like you. I don’t model you like I say, Because, as a human I fail. Yet to come is my best day, Walking alone on this trail. Above and beyond I seek, Knowing it’s...
I Am a One Woman Man: A Man Statement

I Am a One Woman Man: A Man Statement

I am a one woman man. The woman who knows me better than myself. My mirror reflection or the one whom I see God within. Are we alike or opposites or are we opposites yet complementary. This soul contract between us made before this life. I am dreaming and fantasizing...
When We Are on Our Own Journey, Anything Can Occur

When We Are on Our Own Journey, Anything Can Occur

When we are on our own journey, the best learning occurs. Yet, there are couples that master everything together. After a split of that power couple through death, separation,  divorce, severe sickness of one, or whatever, the one person left must start over again, it...
Love and Marriage Can Be Difficult But True

Love and Marriage Can Be Difficult But True

Love and marriage can be difficult. In fact, it’s a common experience that love and marriage can be both important and difficult for many couples. Why? The world has it all wrong about the concept of falling in love, getting married, and having a family. You see...
After the Veil Lifts, You Are One with God

After the Veil Lifts, You Are One with God

After the veil lifts, you are one with God. Traditionally, in the sacrament of Holy Matrimony, marriage in the Catholic Church, the bride wears a veil, or blusher veil. During the whole ceremony until after the vows and exchanging of rings, the marriage declaration,...